Another rant...

After relaxing through the day, after the damn shit I been through, I was thinking more and more how my life changed after taking architecture course. For good and for bad.

For once I can control my laziness and my habit of procrastination; even not as much as I hope for. Fearing to fail and what not maybe the factor behind this. I'd say my course mates are also contributing got this also. Somehow I am confident to change, a bit.

But then, I never thought that trying to run away from exams would make me encounter this hell. Well, it's fine with me, just that sometimes, I feel stressed in a way that normal people cannot seem to expect.

Like today, I gave a presentation with just a 10 minutes brief on the slides. I was talking about Frank Gehry and his style, babbling things that only God-knows. My time was consumed by model - which I had not finished yet. I am taking a break to recover my hands since it hurts so bad. Then again, I am quite motivated for tomorrow, well, I was planning to try and finish my model by then. Hope that I can manage.

On the other hand, more assignments to do. I still need to finish my drawings. My sketchbook is M.I.A., so in the mean time before I can find it I need to draw 20 more drawings as a backup. The final drawing for the Drafting class is going smoothly. I'm saddened by this loss.

Science class is going rather slowly but steadily.

History... I just need to re-read all the notes.

I guess that's all that I left to do. After that its party time, or I should say sleep time. Since I got into architecture, my insomnia is fading and I am turning into a nocturnal creature or some sort. During the day I get so active for no reason and in the night I become kinda active. My body is messed up - much like my mind is now?

Hell

1/3 or the rubbish and all the UHU I used.

A few cubes that I have finished. A FEW.

Final model are in progress, and I feel like I am in hell. Well, in a way. My hands are so sore...

How the hell in end up in architecture?

Although this is final, due to lack of sleep my work are not that good. I hope I will pass.

And now I don't have any UHU to use... So I need to postpone my work tomorrow morning. Not to mention to remove some of critical element in my design. If only I can stop time...

Tomorrow is the submission... ~_~ Life is not as cruel as architecture or so it seems.

Earth Hour

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/Rant

Ok, I wanted to write something but I don't know what so I am going to write some rants.

First of all, I am tired with my schedule. I know that this is how Architecture is, but, the schedule is too tight. Not that I don't agree, I understand. But, I want to rant a bit to let out my stress. The work that needs to be done is fine, I can manage it. But the schedule and what really happens is what is making me stressed.

I still have to choose one more building for Science and my team members are not helping out. Not to mention Goggle also did not help much. Maybe I need to go to the library, oh yeah, in South Campus. That is, if I have the time. The only time I have is during Wednesdays. Thursdays are too tiring for me. Fridays is studio day.

Speaking of which today I messed up. My work were horrible, well, the objective is cleared but the result is not something that I can be proud of. At least the second one. Not to mention I messed up to colours.

I made a schedule and I hope I can manage to follow the schedule. I need to cut down anime and gaming time for now to clear up some time. Only after that I can do my marathon.

Oh, did I ever mention how I want to be like House? Well, not so raw like him but at the very least somewhat straight and decisive.

And yes a bit more sarcastic.

I wish that my wish could come true.

Tommu heavenly6 - Unlimited Sky

ROMAJI
nokosareta yume no ato fumitsukeru
kimagure na shinigami ga tachidomatta

surechigau boku o miru tsumetaku
orokana tsumi o keshikakeru you ni
nobasareta te o furihodoita

fukiareru kanashimi ga
kono mune o kasumete
ikutabi mo kurikaesareru mujou ni

karenai natsukashiki hibi sae mo nikumeta
bokura ni nani ga dekiru
kakagerareta eikou no imi nado
wakaranu mama

kirisutetekita hazu no kankaku ga
yomigaeru reisei o matoi nagara
kasokusuru iradachi o kakushita
kanjou nanka yaku ni tatanai
dakedo kokoro ga oitsukenai

hangyaku no SCENARIO ni
maiorita datenshi
naze kimi wa hikari no soto ni iru no ka
kizuita yo
moshi boku ja naku umareteitara
waratteirareta ka na
mushou no ai sono naka de
kodoku nado shiranu mama

kyoushuu o utsushidasu
tooi sora o mitsumeta
donna ni negatte mo
towa ni furerarenai

maketeitanda jibun no yami ni

tachimukaeru dare mo ga tatakatteiru
kienai kizuato o kakaete

fukiareru kanashimi ga
kono mune o kasumete
ikutabi mo kurikaesareru mujou ni

ubawareta hakanaki hikari
ikita akashi o tsunaide
donna hoshi mo
ukeirete boku wa ikiru
saigo no shunkan made

ENGLISH
Trampling on the remains of a left-behind dream
The whimsical Shinigami stopped and stood

Passing by, it watches me coldly
As if to instigate a foolish sin
It shook and untangled its outstretched hands

Devastating sadness
Overshadows my heart and
Is cruelly repeated over and over

We came to hate even those precious days we can’t return to
What can we do?
We didn’t understand the meaning
Of the glory we carried

The sensations that should have been cast away are resurrected
While clad in serenity
We accelerate and hide our irritations
Things like emotions are useless
But our hearts can’t catch up


The fallen angel swooped down on
The scenario of rebellion
Why are you outside the light?
I realized
If I hadn’t been born as I am,
Would I have been ridiculed?
Within in a selfless love
We don’t know things like solitude

I gazed into the distant sky
That reflected my nostalgia
But no matter how much I wish
I can’t be touched by eternity

I lost to my own darkness

Everyone who can stand is fighting
And carries unfading scars

Devastating sadness
Overshadows my heart and
Is cruelly repeated over and over

The stolen, fleeting light
Connects to the living proof
No matter the fate
I’ll accept it,
And live until the last moment

Lyrics credit from:
Gendou

Watchmen

Watched this movie today and I was baffled by the movie.

The trailer do seem to add some epic-ness to the initial review to the movie. I'd say that the trailer is overrating. I don't know what the hardcore fans would say, but personally as a layman to the story, Watchmen the movie certainly makes no logical sense.

None at all.

The story starts of with a whole, I-don't-know-how-many-minutes, opening. Cool? Fucking no. The introduction was not that helpful as it shows a flashback scenes without dialogue. Not to mention that the transition is quite fast. To make things worse the movie choreography is very weird. I know that the story is made where retro style and modernism comes together, but, the way it is being put inside is too much for us to handle.

Although the character settings is good, in fact that is the only thing that makes me stay awake inside the cinema, again the way that the director choose to put the story does not fit.

I dare say some does not even notice the change in the generation of the Watchmen.

Watchmen is made in as a means to reflect contemporary anxieties and to deconstruct the superhero concept. I can understand that, but in a marketing point of view, making things too complicated is not a good thing. Personally I think that the director should make some changes in ways the scenes flow through, and then improve the connection between the scenes making a more impact; in which can create an understanding of what Watchmen is should be - making a whole new concept of what superheroes should be. Ok, not so-super.

In the end, the conclusion is not strong enough to make an impact for the viewers to understand, and the plot is also not strong, swaying from the past and the present confusing the viewers. I remembered hearing one people sitting at the back of me in the cinema saying, "What happened here?"

Even so, I applaud the actions in the movie. Although not so much, the actions does make people go in awe. Although there is some excessive violence shown. Seriously, too excessive. I think the movie is cut down.

Then again, for a three hour show, lacking actions and confusing screen play; Watchmen is certainly a movie that will bobble your mind to perplexity.

Oh yeah, the senseless 'sex' scene is making it more perplexing. I do like the humour though.

I end this with a quote from my friend,

The viewers are the Watchmen. Not the one in the movie.

To someone, again, who I suppose would read this. You know who you are.

Oh seriously, shut up. You don't even know who and what I really are. You think you know me better? All your bitching are annoying. Who are the one that actually ruins the family? You or me? Me and your mother are sincere and yet you say such things to your mother?

I don't know where you got such idea but please think rationally.

And no, I don't love you, romantically.