Love. Life. Solitary.

First of let us see the definition of these 3 words.

Love:
1. Have a great affection or liking for
2. Derive or receive pleasure from; get enjoyment from; take pleasure in
3. Be enamored or in love with
4. A strong positive emotion of regard and affection

Life:
1. A characteristic state or mode of living
2. The experience of being alive; the course of human events and activities
3. The course of existence of an individual; the actions and events that occur in living

Solitary
1. Characterized by or preferring solitude
2. Lacking companions or companionship

The issue in hand is, does living in solitude is good enough in living? Or do we actually need love to live our life? This is an ongoing question that many of us, especially the singles, kept asking. Singles might say they don’t care, or some maybe don’t want to be committed. But is it what they want?

They can fling and do a one night stand whenever they want, but when it comes to needing someone, I wonder if they can have that companion. I wonder also, how they feel when they are alone. I’d feel lonely. Sometimes I even long the touch of people.

But how to get love? That’s another big question. I truly wonder whether the word love has a meaning in this kind of world anymore. People keep talking about materialistic love, but is that what love is? I know money is very important, but, to cheat and to dump someone because of it. That’s a bit harsh. It makes me wonder, what are they thinking.

Workaholic.

Sometimes I wonder if I am a workaholic. Workaholic is a person with a compulsive need to work. I ‘m not sure if I really have a compulsive disorder or what but I seem to notice that I am usually thinking a lot about work. I wonder what is it that makes me that way.

Is it because to turn away my attention from something I dislike? Or is it because I love working? All I know I have a “you-think-too-much” compulsive disorder. Sometimes I wonder how actually I survive.

Being a workaholic is not really a good thing. It creates a cold atmosphere around you. And somehow, you’ll be far away from connecting with people. And then you’ll get cold in dealing with people. For instance, imagine someone dealing with a kid like a grownup. Giving him tasks and responsibilities he couldn’t take; or having a high expectation they can do something that people at their age shouldn’t do.

I think I am in control of it now, barely I guess. But I need to do something to fix this problem. Sooner or later, I’m going to have problems if I keep going at it.