It has been a long time. I don't know what to say. Life here at UITM is and will always be busy. I could not have one day doing nothing. But all is well. Not to mention I think I am learning many stuff.
But, too much has happened. I almost lost my self, but I managed to get a grip. I wonder, what kept me go on? Was it because I don't want to lose my chance here? Or is it because the time I have wasted here? It's a question that I would always wonder about when I don't have anything to do; which is usually everyday before sleeping.
I missed the people at UCSI, the English, the food, my home, my besties. But I think I am slowly gaining that all in UITM also. Just maybe I cannot accept it all yet. What to do? All Malays/Bumiputra - I cannot blend in properly.
My life now is all about assignments. My room is practically a mini studio while the studio is my second room. It is also amazing to note that sleep is not an essential to me anymore since the earliest I can sleep is usually around 2-3 am.
Procrastination? Perhaps but not always. The assignments just kept coming after one another and so does the time. I have just finished one rendering of a perspective, not that I am proud of it. And I still have to do an origami for submission tomorrow. Ah I wonder how I can manage all this? I can't believe myself.
Maybe I'll write more.
But, too much has happened. I almost lost my self, but I managed to get a grip. I wonder, what kept me go on? Was it because I don't want to lose my chance here? Or is it because the time I have wasted here? It's a question that I would always wonder about when I don't have anything to do; which is usually everyday before sleeping.
I missed the people at UCSI, the English, the food, my home, my besties. But I think I am slowly gaining that all in UITM also. Just maybe I cannot accept it all yet. What to do? All Malays/Bumiputra - I cannot blend in properly.
My life now is all about assignments. My room is practically a mini studio while the studio is my second room. It is also amazing to note that sleep is not an essential to me anymore since the earliest I can sleep is usually around 2-3 am.
Procrastination? Perhaps but not always. The assignments just kept coming after one another and so does the time. I have just finished one rendering of a perspective, not that I am proud of it. And I still have to do an origami for submission tomorrow. Ah I wonder how I can manage all this? I can't believe myself.
Maybe I'll write more.
1 comment:
Hope you find your campus life fascinating. Believe in yourself. You are able to survive and get the things you want the most in the future. Insyallah.
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