It’s been a long time since I write something, been busy with life, well, more like busy with my studies. Architecture consume times like hell. Not to mention the problems I am facing.
My workmanship is always was a problem and I didn’t think it was this bad. Maybe because I did not practice as much as I did in last semester. I did a model desperately for one whole night and the result was shit. A direct fail model.
Although I like my model, I still need to workout my workmanship so that it will be much better. I am having lot’s of difficulties, some of which I wonder if I can manage. After this I really need to change lots of stuff. My self, my attitude – everything. Not sure if I can do it properly or not, but I will try.
It annoys me a lot. The lecturers are being kind to help me a lot, I don’t want to disappoint them. At the very least I want to show that I am improving.
Time as it may, goes so fast that I am always forgot about it. That is one of the reason I am lagging behind. I need to set up my priorities also, which is more important to me now and what is coming.
But changing is hard, especially when you are doing it alone. *sigh*
